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Some days, you can never break into the good mood. You wake up grouchy, everything goes wrong. the person whom you love doesn't give a fucking damn. what's the point in living? you…
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It has been a painful few days, just sitting, watching the news... and learning about the great tragedy that has decended on America and on the world. HOW, can anyone think that a …
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I have a test this Friday. I have a test this Friday. I have a test this Friday. OH NO. I have a test this Friday.
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Tired tired tired. Finally handed up an assignment I had been working on for the past week. Things are stressful and in many ways making me unhappy. Did I ever imagine coming to Au…
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Has been ages since I last wrote... more then a month! I guess the main reason is Ihave been crazily busy, preparing the move and everything. Finally arrived in Perth, and the firs…
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Hmmmz had a great big screaming match with my mum just now... For some reason, that always happens when we talk on the phone... we cannot keep our voices down and then we start scr…
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Look out Australia... cos it looks like... HERE I COME *HOPS AROUND* Well, it looks possible now, but I'll keep everyone updated if I get my papers and everything fixed.
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Pros & Cons Pros & Cons,What puzzles me most,Is how we know,If we can trust those... Words on paper,Side by side,Voices in my head murmer,Is this right? Okay, that was one of those…
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Just got into work about an hour ago. Got some things done this 2 days. Settled some bills, got my brother's PC fixed, finally got the locksmith to change the lock on my letterbox,…
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Haven't been feeling all that good recently. Depression has set in once again. and well, life is just not moving. Not sure on what I should do, not sure on what I am doing, just wa…
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Just got back from the airport, after sending my grandma off. There were tears, but I'm sure everything will be fine. I haven't been getting as much rest as I would like and my sch…
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And this is the first of a whole list to come... {v} LOVE {v} 1. It's so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that t…
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One full week has past and I'm feeling much better now. I have James to thank, because his comments made me realise that I should just come back and not worry. I've finally sorted …
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Okay, so my mum's ex-boyfriend has been using my blogs to spy on my mum and has basically made my mum's life a living hell. Because of that, I am sorry, but I will have to stop blo…
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Okay, my tooth still hurts like hell. Anyone has any quick remedies for it? *cry* Anyhow, I've been away from work for 2 days, which means I am $150 poorer... and life sucks... as …
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*cry* I have a freaking toothache... and why? because my wisdom tooth is covered by a huge piece of flesh it hurts and I can't afford to go to the dentist yet cos I'm broke... I ha…
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*yawn* so darn sleepy it's not funny... It's been ages since I worked day shift... and after working 5 pm to 1 am shifts, now I walked into working 8 am to 5 pm shifts, it feel wei…
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*sigh* frustration really driving me Nutz... Spent the entire day looking at this computer screen, trying to figure out and organise my code... at times like these... I wish I had …
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Got a chance to surf some of my more favoured weblogs today and I'm glad to catchup with what my fellow Xangaians have been up to. Was talking to my "young friend who ran away to m…
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Question of the day :- Friends then Lovers, OR Lovers then Friends...
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I haven't been reading all my friends' weblogs recently... I soo apologise, but things are really busy at home and in the office, so there just issn't much time for me to do that..…
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busy busy busy day at work... wondering when am I am ever gonna get to relax? *sigh*
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Got my replies from UWA and Murdoch today... wondering which one of them I should pick... since I've gotten replies from all 4 unis... not even sure if I should go to Perth... Scar…
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OKay... so I haven't been to work for the past 4 days and so I have not been blogging my usual amount... I have quite a bit of thoughts swirling in my mind and I am not sure of exa…
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*pouts* and no one been posing? So question of the day... Which is better... Coffee or Tea?
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*SMILE* You're On Candid Camera
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*yawn* Good Morning... Just got up and found that my grandaunt has cooked a big pot of curry... YAY... I love home-made curry... Tina won survivor *YaY* The thing about it is that …
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I watched the movie Enemy at the Gates today... wonderfully powerful and it has you rooting for the hero... it was heart-wenching too... Jude Law really rocks... and well, I have t…
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DEPRESSED Some days, things just don't seem to be the "happy" type of day. I've been coughing like crazy and my throat itches like anything. Skipped work yesterday and I'm off toda…
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Movers are coming to give me a quotation today... Wheeee... things are moving !~
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A big welcome to Jquan, a new subscriber It's been some time since I welcomed someone into my realm and I am glad that people are still interested enough to actually want to read m…
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And the good thing about it? Is that through it all, Elf has been there, holding me in his arms while I sobbed, letting me release my sorrow to him. I'm glad he happened to get hom…
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Some days I am such a mess. *sigh* I have a whole list of things to do. Have to contact the movers, have to arrange for the doggie to be shipped, have to arrange for university enr…
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The biggest problem with having grandma over with my mum not around? No one to buffer the conflicts. My grandma is already upset with me, and the fact we can't get contact to my mu…
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*sigh* Having not enough sleep is bad for health. Didn't get much sleep the night before last cos I was busy talking to my mum and getting her stuff ready for her trip. My mum's go…
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I read somewhere, once, that is is easy to discover who loves you, but hard to truly know who you love. Each day, I turn and look at myself, and I discover that I stand at a road w…
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Gonna be going to pick up my grandma tonight... also picking up someone else... and something weird? I feel drained, yet happy, worried, yet excited... Change... it can be good, it…
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Some days are made for crying... Some days are made for tears... Are you the one who hears my heart beating... Are you the one who hurts...Will you be the one to hold me...Will you…
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Wow... can't remember the last time I was awake at 6 am and was online... been a long time since I did this... Just can't seem to get to sleep today... feeling depressed, unhappy a…
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Wow... Guess what, it's another milestone... ONE WHOLE MONTH with Xanga... This has become my daily routine... to get to work and blog, or even just get online at home and blog. Fo…
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1. The helpdesk number for our 56k dial up Helpdesk, goes down. For some reason, the angry and irritated users get hold of our ADSL Helpdesk number and start flooding us with calls…
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*pout* I forgot to bring my wallet out with me today, so here I am, in the office with ZILCH moola... This promises to be one of those days... Anyhow, Shar called late last night a…
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*SIGH* *SIGH* *SIGH* *SIGH* *CRY* *SIGH* Sooooooooooo Sharen got home to my place at 10 pm last night, claiming things are going fine and that her mum ranted at her for 6 hours, th…
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Haven't been posting my regular quotes recently, but decided that I have something today that I wanna say... to all the parents out there, even though I be a child, I still underst…
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*sigh* I am not sure if I did the right thing now. I'm allowing Sharen, my little friend to stay at my place while she works out her differences with her mother. Apparently, her mo…
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Seems like everyone has been doing this, so I thought I might join in... My death date is supposedly June 16, 2056 at the age of 76 years old. On that date you will most likely die…
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And someone just sent me this email, thought I would like to share it... There was once this guy who was very much in love with his girl. This romantic guy folded 1,000 pieces of p…
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Well, I guess I was right on the part about bad things coming in 3s... Guess what, when I was cooking the chicken for my mum's doggie today, I accidentally left the fire on too lon…
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nothing to add today, cept my office called and said they "didn't" need me today... if this goes on, I prolly be out of a job... and super poor Bad things come in 3s... wonder what…
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Okie dokes... In case everyone was wondering what deed was done... I guess I'll just let you guys know... There is someone, wonderfully important in my life, who I would give the s…
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And the deed is done...
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And I copied this off Lesley's site... cos I found it beautiful as well and it seems to fit my mood right now... Never say I love youIf you really don't care. Never talk about feel…
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Well, I've been having a pretty bad day... dunno why, just feeling all depressed and stuff... However, that's no reason to get everyone else down, so here's a THANK YOU to my 3 new…
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*yawns and then groans loudly* I got pulled outta bed by my mum who needed to borrow $50 to go to the dentist today... now, 3 hours later, she's still at home... *mutter* Can't she…
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And a HUGE BIG SHOUT OUT and THANK YOU TO LESLEY who has given me my 1st milestone... 100th eProp *dancesaboutclappingherhandsexcitedly* And I'm going home from work now See ya *wa…
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I would like to welcome aboard a few new subscribers who have joined us recently... paulnotpaulie - was one of the few people who read my site way back. He has an interesting site …
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A big thank you to the few people who replied to my previous weblog, and gave me so much encouragement. I do want to start out again... and I am hoping things get better. Taking My…
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As I write this, I have tears running down my face, almost obscuring the screen from my view. I have regrets, running in my heart. For the past 7 years of my life, I have devoted i…
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I CANNOT believe what happened last night. So I was on the taxi, on my way home with my collegues, when we got stopped by a police road block. One of those routine checkups for ill…
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I've been surfing weblogs for most of the day and saw some stuff which I really liked. Some things set me thinking as usual, and many other things made me doubt my sanity. However,…
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Did anyone else stuff themselves with chocolates on Easter? Cos I like got an expensive box of pralines from Mark for Easter (he said he couldn't find eggs) and I'm busy stuffing m…
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All I got to say today is... I'm at home, with less then 48 hours before my grandma comes... and my ROOM is STILL a mess... I'll catch you guys tomorrow... *wave*
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After almost 12 hours at work, it's time to go homeeeee . Well, I had a great time today surfing thru weblogs, and reading some really good stuff. I'll see you guys tomorrow
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I managed to fall asleep and get up relatively early today First off, I would like to welcome some new subscribers :- Ray :- Whose site always has something thought provoking... an…
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Has anyone ever been out, like with a group of friends, and they all want to do something, but you're not really up to it, but just cos you don't wanna spoil everyone else's fun, y…
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You guys know how, when you love someone, you can't stay angry for long? Days like these, I wish I could just remain angry with him, but I just can't yet he comes online, and think…
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I was bored, so I did that little graphic fonts thingee at the top... I know it's ugly, but I'll just keep it for a bit until I find something else. At least now my page doesn't lo…
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Okie, so I decided to revamp the site by changing some colors and such... Not sure if this color scheme sits well with everyone, but comments are always welcome I still can't decid…
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Been doing my regular bout of Blogs surfing <I still don't know what Blogs mean> and came back to find that tangled has subscribed, so welcome aboard and try not to lose yourself i…
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Have anyone ever had one of those weeks where nothing seems to go right, and everytime something perks you up for a little while, then something else sends you crashing down again?…
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Someone just sent me this email, with this rather touching story. Not sure how much of it is true... but I think the fact that we all are looking for love ultimately can make us sy…
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Thanks to Pagan9 for subscribing and everyone should visit his site to read some quotes he has which are just wonderful Rock on.
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First of all, today, I have to send a thank you out for some lovely angels who have thought to subscribe to my site They are Mendaciloquent, yogi, TheEmptyOne, TedsPlace, MyxlDove,…
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Just read something on Ray's site and decided that I should add another quote for today :- All men are born equal, just that some are more equal than others. In some ways, that is …
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I've had a terribly emotionally draining day. Everything coming together, clashing on me, making me feel tied into several knots, and squeezing me into this little corner. I met my…
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I'm confused. When a guy tells you, that he ever since he has known you, the perfect woman in his mind, is slowly becoming a reality, would you take it as "just a line" ? I don't k…
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On another note, Elf called while I was travelling to lunch today. Apparently he has decided to come back on 19th April 2001 and he has already booked a flight. It would be a morni…
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*stretch* I woke up to the phone ringing and Mark inviting me for lunch... so I dragged myself up at 12 noon to go for lunch at Prego's (This downtown nice fancy Italian restaurant…
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Okie, so he finally managed to get connected and I got to chat with him a bit online earlier... After talking to him, I realise a bit that he does care... and that maybe things are…
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*yawn* Is there anyone else who hates waking up on Sunday mornings to the blasting of Sunday morning cartoons? and having to drag yourself to work after that? That just happened to…
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I was just wondering... do any of you have a favourite cartoon from your childhood that you really really liked? For me, it has to be the SMURFS What about everyone else???
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I spent my entire day yesterday, holed up at home, just curled up in my bed and reading, watching TV, chatting with a few select friends on the net, and basically trying to re-eval…
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It is OVER... I am done worrying... done feeling frustrated... done feeling upset... I don't want this damned feeling anymore... I just want to curl up and cry... and after the bou…
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So I'm like a hardcore mudder... (Multi-User Dungeon PLayer) on this kinda great Mud called Prophecy... Prophecy is like based on the book series Belgariad written by David Eddings…
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I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do... I'm just stuck here... Wish I knew what I wanted... I could prolly get up and go out for a movie or something... but I'm not en…
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I... Need... To... Walk... Out... On... Him... I always told myself I would never force him to chose... but that was cause I always knew he would chose her... and I couldn't live w…
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I don't the fuck know what is wrong... Why is it that things keep on fucking up??? I was talking to him and he told me he had bad news... turns out that his ring (which is one of a…
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*sigh* I just tried visiting another site and got my log that I was typing for 20 mins erased... so now I got to start all over... and I was getting well warmed up too... Anyhow, b…
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Aaaaarrrggghhhhhhhhhhh I should have known that the constant stream of work would have caused me to pass out... Totally couldn't drag myself out of bed to get to work this morning.…
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Okaaaaaaay... this is BAaaaaaaaaaAd... Mark - the utterly sweet and adorable guy whom I only treat as a close friend, but not a romantic interest took his interest in me one step f…
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*yawn* Just got up from a 3.5 hour nap... I think I am crazy sometimes... I actually dragged my ass up at 6:30 this morning to go to the Trade fair and work... Thankfully, we ended…
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Ooooh Myyyyyyyy GooooooooooooooooD !!!!~~~~I'm happily jumping with joy... the reason? My sweet part-timer Mark, sent me a bouquet of ROSES Issn't he SWEET???~~~~~ I mean, it's bee…
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Oh yeah, and I have to welcome Godlike and Nightmares on board Thanks for joining me and braving the realms of my unstable mind *grin*
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*sigh* I gave him a call at 9 and he still wasn't home yet... Not sure what he is doing, but well, I'm worried. It's already 12:30 am and if he got home, I am sure he would come on…
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"A mighty pain to love it is, and 'tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain."-Abraham Crowley It just occured to me that p…
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Got this off a great fellow Xangain's Site... Thanks Shel I AM I am (two special characteristics you have)I wonder (something you actually wonder about)I hear (an imaginary sound)I…
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People once said that when there is a feeling of doubt, it is sometimes time to bail ship... Today, I had a feeling of doubt. Not enough for me to actually stop wanting him, but en…
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*yawn* Only crawlled outta bed at like 2:30 pm and of course the 1st thing I did was give him a call *inno* Talked for almost an hour before mum made me put down the phone... So he…
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Just got back from supper with my good old "part-timer" He picked me up from office and drove to Bedok for porraige. Then we drove around Singapore, just talking and I was talling …
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Okay, so I was crazy enuff to go to the Western Australia Education Office and get some brochures for studying... I'm actually considering this whole charade. Somedays I think I'm …
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I feel a lot better now because I had a heart to heart talk with him. Laying out the cards on the tables always makes things much better. After talking to him a little bit about ou…
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*ponder* What can I say? I am absolutely confused at what is happening. I know I am already 21 years old and that I can take charge of my life. However, am I seriously able to take…
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I'm not sure if I am doing the right thing, but I am considering moving to Perth to be with him... Is that crazy? I have so much to consider, my job, my school, my family... but I …
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He wanted me to call him, so I did... when I heard the tears in his voice, it nearly broke my heart. He cries out for company because he feels so alone... How else can I help him? …
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He got online before I called him... Although I should be happy that he has decided to start in the 2nd semester, I am suddenly worried if he is making the right choice for his fut…
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Was sad that I didn't get to talk to him last night, although we managed chat over the internet. Can't keep on doing that though, since he is using global roaming connection which …
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*SIGHSIGHSIGHSIGHSIGH* This is it... My handphone just died on me... and as things go, I won't be able to get a new phone until next month... So I am effectively uncontactable unti…
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I called him once I got up today, wanting to know the lastest news... and things don't sound so good. The car problem has been fixed... and the student visa seems ok... Looks to me…
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He called yet again !!~~~ However, this time, my tears flowed freely while talking to him... I have no idea why I hurt so bad... but I do... hearing him talk about his plans for th…
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HE CALLED !!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~ *jumpjumphophopdancedance* His voice sounded so far away... So remote... but yet... I felt soooooo happy just hearing him. As I expected he is facing p…
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Got in to work some time earlier... Had silly training today I think Microsoft and all its associates should be shot dead... How could they even think of letting WinME and Win2k be…
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Munching a hotdog at 2 am in the morning at Orchard Road can take your mind off many things... However. it still doesn't take my mind off the one whom I miss... My other "Part-Time…
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Today, I lost someone very important to me... Somehow I know he will not return to my side anytime soon, even though he claims that he will... 1 month... dare I hold him to that pr…
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