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Original Xanga entry ↗Did anyone else stuff themselves with chocolates on Easter? Cos I like got an expensive box of pralines from Mark for Easter (he said he couldn't find eggs) and I'm busy stuffing myself with them now. *grin* He is leaving on a night flight tonight, and I know I'll miss him. After going to breakfast with him today and walking along the beach, just talking, I've come to realise that he is truly a good friend.
I'm at work now, and I left my house with my room quite neat. Just 5 load of laundry left to iron/fold and 3 bags of trash to take out. <which I am hoping to get done tonight> I think I am mentally prepared to greet my grandmother tomorrow 
I have lots of weblogs to read, so I'll be back later with my quote of the day and also, something nice
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yogi · 4/15/2001 1:20 PM
You should switch your cravings to the natural: Fresh fruit, dried fruit. Do you get mangos where you live? Especially the yellow ones, but I guess they are from Iran or thereabouts. The big red/green ones are far better than the small. Fruit is something most are not trained to understand: When is a pear ripe? for example. (in the pear-shaped ones the tip becomes bit soft) So there are many disappointments before we get into tune with them.
Chokolates are spiritually pure greed! Greed may sell you a mango, but love made the fruit itself, and by the time you get it it is still a perfect mango; nothing but. You CAN buy LOVE!
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Is PMS nature's call saying *impotent male*? We have two sides of our minds: Conscious and natural. The natural ignores the conscious, and vice versa. The natural wants sex to mean baby, so when mens returns it is shocked to find that you loved a man with no baby to give you.
Then you have no choice, by your natural mind, except to find a new man; one with a bit of life in his sperm. And if you are consciously trying to be fainthful this is really an annoying 'calling'. And you can not get through from the conscious telling the natural mind that there is nothing wrong with the guy. It is like talking to the phone without dialing it.
And your natural mind will call it a penis even if you only thought about a man. You have to convince it you have the man before it will flame on. So each time mens returns all those men are suddenly devaluated by your natural mind.
Your natural mind must believe we are living in a post-nuclear-war zone, with all these impotent guys in a string.
Does any of that suggest the feeling? Naturally I have never had it, or lived with a worman I could ask.
jessliv · 4/16/2001 8:04 AM
Hmmmz, 1st off, I stuff myself with chocolates because chocolates are naturally "feel good" food... and comfort food is always good. I don't really feel guilty about it, because well, I tell myself that I deserve some good food sometimes...
On the subject on PMS... it has to do with hormones... the irritating guy hormones that make guys follow their pointer exists as irritating girl hormones that make girls just exceptionally easy to offend. And when we are offended, we tend to rant and rave, because that's what girls do best. oh yeah and on top of that, we have this stream of blood slowly but surely leaking out of us... and the feeling that you are not all dry is enough to make ANYONE irritatable is it not? <guys just think along the lines of wearing wet boxers/briefs all day>
So I trust everyone agrees with me? If not, then let's go out there and fight it out *brings her hands up in little fists and challenges ya*