Olivia’s journal

XANGA ARCHIVE / 2001

· 9:50 am

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Got this off a great fellow Xangain's Site... Thanks Shel :-)


I AM


I am (two special characteristics you have)
I wonder (something you actually wonder about)
I hear (an imaginary sound)
I see (an imaginary sight)
I want (an actual desire)
I am (the first line repeated)
I pretend (something you actually pretend to do)
I feel (a feeling about something imaginary)
I touch (an imaginary touch)
I worry (something that actually bothers you)
I cry (something that makes you really sad)
I am (the first line repeated)
I understand (something you know is true)
I say (something you belive in)
I dream (something you actually dream about)
I try (something you really make an effort to do)
I hope (something you actually hope for)
I am (the first line repeated)


I AM


I am neurotic and unique.
I wonder if he loves me as much as I love him.
I hear my inner self speaking all the time.
I see myself on the top of the world.
I want HIM to be only mine.
I am neurotic and unique.
I pretend that he is mine.
I feel that everything will be ok.
I touch his shadow beside me.
I worry that he will never return.
I cry because he is so far away.
I am neurotic and unique.
I understand that I am always the third party.
I say that I can survive.
I dream about having him to myself.
I try to fight for what I want.
I hope everything will work out fine.
I am neurotic and unique.


Well, it's not exactly poetic, but it's something eh? {v}

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GodLike · 4/1/2001 11:04 AM

Not too bad for being something that was just a fill in the blanks kind of thing...

I think it's this guy that is making you neurotic... which can be good and bad.  As for him, if you are willing to uproot yourself and move to Perth to be with him, what will happen if it doesn't work out?  Consider that before you make the leap, especially since it appears that he has a girlfriend... of course, then you could end up like me playing the "what-if" game and wondering if it was the best or worst decision of your life... so who am I to give advice?