August 20, 2001 · 10:34 am

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Tired tired tired.

Finally handed up an assignment I had been working on for the past week. Things are stressful and in many ways making me unhappy.

Did I ever imagine coming to Australia would make me happy? I really have no idea. I'm broke now, have no job and feeling more then miserable... Kinda behind in Uni work... and I thought I could get a fresh start. Used to say that it's fine even if the world drops down on us, as long as we have each other... I am not so sure now. Friendless, penniless, jobless and many times, I think Loveless... Is this the life that is meant to be?

Love

10. When you love someone, draw a circle around their name instead of a heart because hearts can be broken but circles never end.

11. Just a thought: What would you do if the only person who could make you stop crying is the person who makes you cry?

This is so scarily true... days where I sit alone and cry, my heart aching for what I thought was mine, but may never be... Have I walked the wrong path in life? Or is this just destiny?

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ben21 · 8/20/2001 12:01 PM

No. Life is not meant to be friendless, penniless,jobless and loveless. (is there such a word in the first place?)

I think I meet at least 2 out of the 4 "xxless" up there but I believe there are always nice people out there who is waiting to know you. Perhaps the time is not right yet but sooner or later friends will come and brighten your life.

All the best to you. It is hard when you are alone in another continent..

TaMaraR · 8/20/2001 3:25 PM

Jess, sorry to hear that things aren't going how you thought. I was really hoping that moving to Australia would open all the doors that you wanted it to. But take what life has given you and do what you can with it. Go explore all that beautiful Australia has to offer. Who knows a new friend or love might be around the next corner. I wish nothing but the best for you!