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And the good thing about it? Is that through it all, Elf has been there, holding me in his arms while I sobbed, letting me release my sorrow to him. I'm glad he happened to get home at the same time as my grandma arriving. Spending that night and day with him definately did me good.

Strangely though, Mark has been trying to do his own way of cheering me up. He sent me a whole pack of Ribena in a package. And also I received a bouquet of balloons from him this afternoon. The gesture touches me very much and makes me believe that he does care in a way. Well, actually I do know he cares, but I am not ready for any commitment.

*sigh* Men... wish I could put them away...