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*ponder*

What can I say? I am absolutely confused at what is happening. I know I am already 21 years old and that I can take charge of my life. However, am I seriously able to take this big step forward and just try to do things that I WANT for once?

I am scared that I might make the choice out of youth and not out of wisdom... but for almost 2 years, my life had no direction. Now I am finally making progress of sorts. Can I seize the day and make the change? Talking about it with him seemed so real... almost as if it was possible... but I am not sure... at all

God, grant me the strength to know what is right and what is wrong... so that I may prevail from this...