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It has been a painful few days, just sitting, watching the news... and learning about the great tragedy that has decended on America and on the world.

HOW, can anyone think that a tragedy of such magnitude, could actually do ANYTHING to help their cause? This act is a condamnable act that will forever be etched in our minds.

I was worried when it happened... and was glad when my mum came online so I could talk to her about it... later on, I found out that my aunt who lives in New York with my younger cousins are safe and I breathed a huge sigh of relief. However, as I read about more and more of the sad stories, of people who called their families, just before their plane went down, OR wife who left a message for her husband, before the WTC towers collapsed, it just makes me cry.

Anyhow... realised that I've kinda stoped Blogging for some time... and I suppose it's because I don't have an idea of what to write about... my life has come to a stand still, with myself just trying to study and work out my life. Love... is hard...

Mark turned up on my doorstep last week. and I totally freaked out. He flew all the way into Perth from Singapore... and even though I was touched by the gesture, I was also totally freaked out. So hard to explain to someone who loves you that you don't exactly know what direction your life is taking, other then it doesn't include having a relationship.

I had a project due today. So why am I here, blogging when I haven't finished it? Cos I'm stuck in the programming and have no idea what to do. Should prolly just have submitted it half finished today... but I was so tired from working on it all night, I didn't get up in time.

Told myself that things would get better, but not entirely sure that they ever will now.

My heart, is in the wrong place...