Olivia’s journal

XANGA ARCHIVE / 2001

· 3:01 am

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Okie dokes...


In case everyone was wondering what deed was done... I guess I'll just let you guys know... There is someone, wonderfully important in my life, who I would give the stars, moon and entire sky, just to be with him. The only catch is, he already has the stars, moon and entire sky, cos someone else has gotten it for him, or is in the process anyway.


I never give up without a fight, but a girl can only go so long before knowing she has lost. So, I give up, graciously, knowing he is in good hands. My heart is in tiny tatters right now, but I'm sure it will get mended :-) At least I hope so.


It hurts... it really hurts. But I hope that the hurt will get better. Even if we can't be lovers, we can still always be friends right? Well... after the hurt is over and done with...


Okie... don't feel sad for me guys... cos I know I'll pull thru... God made me a tough little heart with lotsa love... and even if it's in tatters now, I'm sure it will mend. :-) *hugs* and *waves*

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Anonymous · 4/19/2001 3:06 AM

I felt the same way as you do at one point some time ago. But eventually I gave up cuz I knew I couldn't have her, she belonged to someone else. And after all the pain and hurt went away, I wanted her to remain in my life, and if i couldnt have her as my girl, I wanted her as my friend.

And to this day, she still is and i hope she will be forever.

Ray · 4/19/2001 11:39 AM

There's nothing like a little drama in one's life, it makes the heart skip beats and causes butterflies to fly in the somach. I've been on both sides of this scenario, I know it only too well.

rest assured however, that time will take care of everything. very often, our own happiness awaits us at a bend on the road. Keep moving forward, and soon you'll find your heart beating in a perfect rythm and the butterflies will fly in perfect formation. ;-)

Ray · 4/19/2001 11:41 AM

I forgot to check the e-props button with my last comment, so there. :-)

tangled · 4/19/2001 11:49 AM

You are a far bigger person than most...:-)

I know it hurts now, but there is someone out there for you...someone who will give you the sun, the moon, and the stars...:-)  *hugs*

firstfret · 4/19/2001 2:05 PM

I send you {v} through the internet to help you heal. I wish I could do more. I know you will find a man who'll let you be the moon, the stars, and the sky for him, and he for you. I hope your little heart mends quickly.

janez30 · 4/19/2001 6:05 PM

:-)   You'll pull through.  I see your strength, and self esteem, and you are strong through that of yourself. 

TaMaraR · 4/19/2001 10:32 PM

Hey sweetie! I am sure that you will pull thru. You are a great person and I am sure that real soon some amazing guy will cum along and want the stars, moon, and sky from you! Thanks for all your loving support! *hugs*

T

picker · 4/19/2001 11:45 PM

I'm sure your tough enough to handle it, and you never know, he might open up to you later... :-)

GodLike · 4/20/2001 6:47 PM

I'm glad to hear that you have "done the deed"... it may hurt now, but in the long run it will be less pain the neurosis it causes you to try and have him when he won't commit.  *hugs*