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Okay, so I was crazy enuff to go to the Western Australia Education Office and get some brochures for studying... I'm actually considering this whole charade. Somedays I think I'm just crazily infatuated with him and that I should just shake myself free of it.

Bah!!! Am I a groupie? Am I just blind to his faults? (well I know I'm not, but I just chose not to point them out and rather focus on his good points.) I'll probably look over the stuff this weekend and decide on Monday to go and apply for some of it. No harm in it anyhow.

Maybe something will come up and I will realise that I shouldn't be doing this. Or maybe something will happen between them that will enable me to draw strength to take a step forward, or turn around, walk through the door and close it behind me. (I told him that and he said I'm too cold)

Anyhow, something must happen... and it better happen soon.