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Today, I lost someone very important to me...

Somehow I know he will not return to my side anytime soon, even though he claims that he will...

1 month... dare I hold him to that promise? Will he truly return? I have fear in my heart that tells me he will find his true love elsewhere and leave me to mourn my loss...

Guys... sometimes so loyal, yet at times, so fickle... It is sad that one who is not yours will always walk away again... but I am glad for the times that I have enjoyed... He is special to me... and he alone can understand what we have shared with each other.

He called me from the airport... and my heart lept for joy... however, I also felt the sadness that was impossible to express... How many lonely nights must I endure now?

Tonight, I sleep alone... but perhaps not alone... for when all else fails, I have my tears to keep me company....

Farewell my monster munchkin... until you return to me, all will not be well...