Where do I go from here?

I am alone.

The paths intersecting before me.

A million crossroads ahead.

Which path do I walk down?

I've lost everything that has any meaning to me whatsoever. Now I need to find meaning again.

I need to figure out what is important to me again.

I need to find my away again.

And I need to do it without you.

It hurts, no doubt about it. But I understand your need to protect yourself.

I have been selfish for far too long. It's time for me to give you your freedom and return you your life. A life that was perfectly fine before I came in and messed it up for you.

You are right. No amount of words can set this right. No amount of explanations will make you forgive me.

My own cross to bear. My own regrets for my own mistakes.

I miss you, but I need to give you time to heal.

I need to give myself a chance to get over you.

I'm sorry for scarring you this badly. I never meant for any of it to happen. I recognise that I am wrong. And I would do anything to make it up to you.

I hope that in time you can forgive me.

I truly do love you, but I allowed the love to turn into an obsessive monster that took control of me and my emotions. It made me an irrational and crazy person who was intent on possessing you instead of loving you. I wanted to have you all to myself, every moment, every second. And we all know that is not love.

I know you hurt now. I'm sorry for causing you this much pain. I'm sorry for putting you through all this. I'm sorry for not being the person you fell in love with.

If we could turn back time, I would do everything differently.

Given a choice... but unfortunately, there are no more choices now...