Panic Panic Panic

Been feeling panic attacks rising up today. Couldn't get a grip for some reason. Just seems like there is so much to do and so many things rushing towards me. Totally unprepared for everything. Everytime I get 1 thing settled, another 10 things comes rushing towards me.

*sigh*

I can't wait for November to be over, so I can finally take a breather. Need to plan for a nice vacation at the end of this entire madness. I think I've reached a plateau of some sort. I can't do ANYTHING more.

Just have to grit my teeth and continue doing everything I CAN do and try to complete everything I can't do the next day. Need to stop allowing everything to pile and just start piling it elsewhere.

Countdown to final event for the year - 50 days...