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I hate when i'm facing internal struggles. When I have to talk to myself to rationalise things. The crazy frustration of having to assure yourself that you're not going crazy, though I know I've been going loony.

This blog has always been about venting. Vent Vent Vent.

Its been my place of solace, where I can write what I feel and not worry about the repurcussions.

Grief. How do you grief properly? How do you start the healing process?

I just want to stop hurting. I want to stop feeling guilty. I want all of this to go away.

Why is everything so hard? WHY WHY WHY?