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THE ONE WHERE LIV FINALLY FEELS SOME LOVE

He came over and apologised. AFTER I had gone over to his place, packed up all my stuff and lugged it all back to mine. Not sure how things are going to work out. He promised to talk to his mom about the situation. As for now, I've decided not to go to his place until he resolves the issue with his mom. On his side, he has promised he will come to my place as much as he can. So we shall see how this holds up.

I think it was the outpouring of support from my friends and also the fact that he has finally woken up his idea that makes me feel there is love in the world afterall. I was very close to giving up on everything and just asking my mom to buy me a ticket to US. I know very well that I can start all over again there. I guess now it's time to hold on a bit longer and see how it goes from here.

Funny how I always wanted to have a guy who would pamper me, buy me gifts, flowers, pick me up from work, send me home... but ironically, I never end up with someone like that. The few guys who HAVE done the above for me, always end up as my close friends, but there is never any romantic chemistry between us. Yet I always seem to hook up with the guys who are non-romantics, who need taking care of, who make me cry, but during the good times, can make me feel at the top of the world, give me the feeling of owning the entire starry sky...

Is this a real trade off? In that case, maybe if a time of choice comes again, I should choose the guy who will really pamper me.

Thanks everyone who took an interest in my tramatic weekend. Thanks for extending your hand to help me up, for every encouraging word, for every hug, for every smile. It made my day A special THANK YOU to D. You kept me strong. *hugs*