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THE ONE WHERE LIV GETS TOLD TO GO HOME

I don't get it. I really don't. What is the big deal about me staying over at Ray's place? After a hard day's work, all I want is to relax and do stuff that keeps me happy. If this includes not wanting to take a bus home at 12 midnight and instead, sleeping at my bf's place, I do NOT see what's the big deal.

If we wanted to have sex, we can do it at any time of the day. We don't have to do it at night. All I want is to fall asleep with someone I love instead of travelling 1/2 hour on the bus and having to walk another 15 mins to my house, where I will proceed to sleep anyway.

Eversince he moved to the new place, we've barely stayed at mine. I can do the travelling occasionally, but doing it everyday will drive me crazy. I've had it with the stupid 'no premarital sex' idea which = no sleeping over. I've had it with trying so hard and yet not getting any returns on it. What is the fucking point of this relationship when he can't tell his mom its just easier for me to stay over?

If he wants to be with me, he can jolly well come to me now. I'm sick of going to him. SICK OF IT!!!!!! F U C K I N G S I C K!