Emo Songs

Just got back from KTV session with the Sayoni girls. After the bantering around on the forum all week, was glad to see that there was a decent turnout. Had a great time especially after the Xiao Tang Bao arrived. Thanks for being the only one who would entertain me and participate in the clowning around Inez!

Felt that I faced some demons by singing those emo songs today. I've always felt that chinese songs has so much more feeling in them. So many of those songs hold deep meanings for me. Periods of times in my life, people who were important and whom I still love. Almost started to cry when I sang that particular song. Feels that it has so much meaning now, even more than before. But at least it doesn't hurt as much anymore.

Memories.

Trying to only relive the good ones, the happy ones, the ones that are worthwhile. Want to delete away the bad stuff and concentrate on all things good.

Time does seem to heal the pain. Where I was only numbing it before, at least I can begin to feel the scabs now.