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1 mth has passed since I last wrote... and boy, has alot of things happened. The most important thing right now is that I'm back in Australia and I'm here to pack up and go home.

Strange how things work out. I saw Ray's ex-gf on the flight back today. What are the odds of that happening? Taking the exact same flight to Perth... It's almost like it's an omen...

Well, I'm trying not to dwell on it. Things are strange. I feel strange. I have 11 days to pack up my life. I wonder how easy or how hard that is going to be. I feel the need to do this properly. To close this chapter. Yet it will always be easier said then done.

I worry, worry, worry. Will life ever be the same again? I miss Ray. Want him to be by my side, to comfort me and to let me know that things will be alright. Want him to ensure that things don't go horribly wrong. Want him to make all the gurantees in the world.

Sorry if I'm needy. But that is the truth. Why hide?