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Original Xanga entry ↗I seem to have an knack for hurting the people around me... I have not spoken to a certain person for such a long time and after all these months, the first time I speak to him over ICQ tonight, I bring up something that hurt him... and he ended up logging off from ICQ on me...
Why? Why am I so careless and selfish? I didn't mean to hurt him...
There are so many people who seem to love me so well... yet I am hardly deserving of their love. Will I ever learn to love someone as well as they love me? Or will I ever be a failure to this fault?
You are right... It is over... but for me, it never begun... I never knew what it was, until it was too late... I saw it in the light of something else... and when the sun cast the shadow away, and I saw the true nature, I had already been sold on the moon...
Sorry... truly truly sorry...
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beautiful_stranger · 4/4/2003 9:10 AM
Much love liv. You'll always be loved by me -smiles-. Thanks for being there..
I'm sure you didn't mean to hurt him..
Anyway... *muah* lotsa hugs n kisses to you =)
Ting >><
Anonymous · 4/5/2003 3:35 PM
I am forced to worship you, by some unknown power. That good enough for you?:)
-wink-
-Ruud
Faldor · 4/5/2003 3:42 PM
*hugs* Look for the truth in songs. Right now, right here I recommend Meat Loaf. Look for the longish titles OITRFMMACTTA.
absolute_weirdness · 4/22/2003 5:57 PM
Uh ok.. whatever Chris says =P
-hugs- we all say stuff and many times we don't know we hurt ppl. But hey, at least you came forth and admitted that you were wrong and apologised.
You know you didnt mean it, so let time tell the truth.
love ya,
Will
Morneson · 4/30/2003 5:06 AM
Aw... You didn't mean it... =) It'll be ok -comfies- -cuddles-