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I wonder why I only blog when I am depressed... I have no idea what makes blogging so interesting, but when I am depressed and have no one to express my deepest thoughts and feelings to, Xanga is whom I turn to.

My life feels empty and in many ways scary. I have no direction... Money flows out... and never flows in... Studying is so strange... I hold no job, and after 2 years of working, this whole thing about not having my own money to spend is really weird...

I wish I was earning my own keep, but yet I can't find a good part-time job. Basically bummed this summer away *sigh* it's so horrible!

Life... is it ever good?