爱是一种幸福

I have often thought that it was unfair to my gf that she came along so much later in my life. I had devoted so much time and energy in my past relationships that I seem to have so much less to give her. I was definitely jaded in regards to love. I simply didn't believe in it anymore. After everything I have done and given in the past, it all came down to nothing. But she believed in love and she made me start to see it again. Through her words, her actions, her incredible faith in this non-tangible illusion, bit by bit, she chipped away at the icicles that had frozen me.

At this point in time, I am so aware of how much I want this to work. Even though I may not do what I have done in the past, I am still inclined to make romantic gestures from time to time. There are no extravagant gifts or time-consuming efforts. Instead, there are well thought out presents and loving actions. The way I love and care for her is so different from what I have done in my past relationships.

A love that does not obsess, but seeks to understand.
A love that does not spoil, but strives to care.
A love that is practical, but still romantic.
A love that does not possess, but instead supports.
A love that holds hands and gives gentle kisses, but also provides frenzied and orgasmic love-making.

I am determined to make this work. Despite my past failures, I have finally found someone who loves me as much as I love her. Someone who has given me so much and who allows me to support her even as she supports me.

找到你就像找到新的生活一样。
谢谢你让我再次相信爱情。
希望我们能够继续保持这个特别的爱。
胡爱妮，我爱你。