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Original Xanga entry ↗Ever have the feeling that some things are just NOT meant to be? I know, I've had that feeling too... I wonder about my life constantly and think about why it seems that there are so many things we hope to have and share in life, with the people we love the most... yet it seems impossible to achieve many of those things...
I miss my mom alot... 2.5 years of being apart from your family makes you wish you had treasured them more when they were with you, day in and day out.... Wish I had cooked more for her, made her favourite speghetti and perhaps watched more of her favourite shows with her...
I know I will see her again, but I also know I will never live with her again. We will spend holidays, short vacations together, but we will never live as a family again... I've outgrown that... and tonight, it makes me sad to know that I've outgrown that...
That brings me to another point... will I outgrow love? Will 2.5 years apart make or break us? It really makes me wonder...
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TheEmptyOne · 11/3/2003 4:43 AM
absense makes the heart grow fonder, but it also makes you wonder.. if time goes by and your feelings still burn strong.. does that mean its meant to be? not nessesarily, it means the will can overcome obstacles.. while destiny puts its hands into everything, Will, Determination, and Love ultimatly bring about what is to be.. remember that i have faith enough for both of us.. and you have will and strength enough to keep me afloat
faeline · 11/3/2003 6:41 AM
Liv dear, I'm sure you can kor can one
I think kor can't do much without you, so don't worry.
If he does make you upset i'll bash him up with my 100x200 handbag attack!